would he????

the more faked smile , the more tears falling down...  it's only hurting my heart when u come back even to say hello... in a day, i would be okay... in a month, i would forget everything.....two months, and then a year went by but i still can't seem forget...now i really wish i can stop... would he be hurting as much as i am? i wonder if he cry like me??? i wonder if he live all day in memories?? there are many things to laugh about forcibly... like a wind-up doll, like its my job... i laugh....because i am show my smile , he think i'm ok.... really wish i can stop.....really....