what if...

lps bngn tido ak terus mndi n bkk lptop... on9 fb ngan tngk blog orng... mn tau de citer hot... blog yg ak bce kebynkn tentang love... about the happiness, dumbness , cheating n etc... after read all kind of things, ak teringt about the past... k, people say past is past... but, sometimes we need to remember about the past for learning... 

what if u guys dpt boyfren yg mse nk mcm2 ayat propaganda ade.. pastu haram!!! ak de trbace 1 quotes dulu "girl give and forgive, but boys get and forget" something like that r sbb ak pon x ingt sngt kat mne ak bce... mmg nmpk emo jek kn, but I've use to be in that situation.... not for 2 or 3 times, but more... so no wonder, some of korang akn fikir knp la minah ni bodoh sngt??? 

2,3 hr lps ak dpt kol n  massager from my ex... ckp, "blh x kite berbaik2?" - ak angin n trus wat luahan perasaan ak yg panjang lebar.... 

then die kol, "knp x kite lupekn pe yg jd? sy syg awk... mmg la sye bnyk awek, tp sye syg awk sorng lebih.. walau mcm mn pon sye ttp akn cr awk..." -ak sabar ag... gile ape die ni??? ingt ak ni ape??? siap ckp de bnnyk awek plk 2... tujuan ape wat mcm 2?? ingt ak hadap???

tbe2 ak terfikir, y not ak main angin ngan bdk ni... selagi ak blh gunakn, ak akn gunakn hbs-hbisan..

sori la "mr.s", ak skit hati ngan ko...ak tau ko nk wat pekena ak lg... tp 2 bad 4 u... ko wat mcm mn sekalipon no heart feeling babe... untung2 ad orng nk cover topup ak... untung2 ble die dpt gaji dpt gak ak mkn hasil.. yes, i'm materialistic girl..... ak x heran la ko x msj ak ke, ko nk kuar ngan pompuan lain hr2 ke, x kol lngsung ke, yg ak tau selagi ak blh gunakn kau selagi 2 ak akn buat kau anggp ak awek ko lg... kejam ke ak??? hahahha(evil laughing)... ko lg kejam bl ko sia-siakn peluang yg ak bg 5,6 kali.. buat bende yg sme plk 2... so, sorry sbb ak pretend jek ak de feeling kat ko... 

p/s: kpd kwn2 ak, selagi orng hargai kite, jgn wat bende yg die rse sia2 ble bg peluang lps ape yg kite dh slh wat....